Frustration

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I needed to scream. I'm so frustrated right now. My stupid loan stuff STILL isn't done. And my roomate isn't answering her phone, so I can't find out if my stuff has come in the mail or not. That stuff determines whether I go on the BSM retreat this weekend or go home to get paperwork signed by my dad. And I don't know yet because won't answer the freaking phone because she's talking to someone else and has been all afternoon!!!!!!!! I'm sure it's an important phone call, and there's no way she could know that I need to talk to her. I'm just frustrated. And sick of stupid junk. It hasn't been the greatest week. I hate being stressed. And being a girl. And reading for classes. And stupid drama. And being broke. These are the days when I miss having a boyfriend. Or maybe I just need a punching bag. Or a basketball goal. I think either one would do...

The whole week hasn't been terrible. Just some of it. I did get out of a meeting early last night, so I got to see the entire season premiere of Bones (yay). And I got lots of compliments on my hair today. Ignite on Monday night was really good, too. The Way meets tonight, so that'll be good too. I'm just ready for the week to be over.